Friday, April 25, 2008

Guilt, shame and combustion

It isn't so much the humility I endured. It isn't so much the forgiveness I begged. It isn't so much the grudge she holds. It is the fact that I've become someone I should've avoided. I've become the very person I disdained in the past.

I know.
I am sorely disappointed in myself too.

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

I'm sinking. And there seems to be an endless list of anxieties. I have no where to turn anymore.

2 comments:

KIMBERLEY said...

i'll be here always. i wont go away. i promise

(:

cheer up flower <3

Anonymous said...

Pinnnnn "you cant have everything you want in the world" Hhahahaha
don't be emo though i only knw a lil of it :)
kel